I'm turning it over to you.

I wanted to share this song with you and looked for it on YouTube but it is not there. So, I typed up the lyrics. ENJOY.

I've wrestle with demons and darkness.
I've wrestled with what has been lost.
I carry this crushing on my shoulders,
And try not to think of the cost.

It's more than a single decision.
It's giving a part of myself.
Its something I simply can't do on my own,
So i'm pleading with you for your help.

Again and again I've asked myself why,
I don't think that I have any tears left to cry.
My soul is so tired, I'm longing for rest.
I'm giving my all and I'm doing my best.
It hurts to move on from the place I am in,
But you understand where I've been,
And you reassure me its time to start over again.

I'm finally ready to listen.
I'm finally ready to hear.
Struggling to get to a place you can reach me,
Where peace can speak louder than fear.
I can't see the end of this story,
There's no way to know how it ends.
For now I let go and I trust you to lead me,
And show my heart where to begin.

Again and again I've asked myself why,
I don't think that I have any tears left to cry.
My soul is so tired, I'm longing for rest.
I'm giving my all and I'm doing my best.
It hurts to move on from the place I am in,
But you understand where I've been,
And you reassure me its time to start over again.

All of the pain and confusion I'm going through,
I'm turning it over to you,
Willing to trust it's the right thing to do.

Again and again I've asked myself why,
I don't think that I have any tears left to cry.
My soul is so tired, I'm longing for rest.
I'm giving my all and I'm doing my best.
It hurts to move on from the place I am in,
But you understand where I've been,
And you reassure me its time to start over again.

Again-Jessie Clark Funk