It's one of those moments where you really want to talk to your mom but it is 11:30 at night and you know she should be sleeping. You don't even know what you would say to her but you just want to hear her voice. Maybe you will just tell her about your day and about the people in your life. She would listen to everything you have to say because even though she is hurting more than you could ever imagine, she is your mom and she would do anything to make you happy. She would ask you if you need anything and you would say,"No, I'm doing alright" even though you wish she was here to give you a hug. She would tell you that she loves you and misses you and it means so much to you that it makes you start crying, but you try not to show it. You try to be strong, for her, even though it is conversations like this that remind you how much you need her.